Current mood:	tired
Current music:	The Dust Brothers - Marla (Soundtrack from Fight Club)

I wish I knew more than I do
Something is wrong, and my body knows it. For the past few weeks now, I have been unable to sleep very well. It started off with 12:00 runs and such, but now it's commonly getting past 1:00 before I lay down to sleep. Last night, I didn't ge tto sleep until 3:00. I think something terribly bad has happened to me, and I missed it completely. That, or something really terrible bad is going to happen to me, and I'm seeing it coming now. In any case, I've been getting shit for sleep, which makes me tired. When I'm tired, I'm told I'm cute, but I also have amazing self loathing. Stupid me... and my self loathing... man I suck...

I've been seeing a lot of dissension among the more veteran chatters of Furopia IRC. Guys, I agree with all you say, but I feel i must pint this out: It's all how you make it. It's what's you take from the chat, not what they give you. Sure, you might have less to choose from in some things, but that doesn't mean you still can't get something from it. With that being said, I'd also like to point out that Kada is not viewing it as a chat room where she governs. She now views it as a chat room she frequents, has more power in, and talks to only a select few. Therefore, she is not making decisions based on the good of all, but how she feels about. To any OP reading this, you'll notice that she's going to start making more arbitrary rules outside of due process. In fact, you'll notice her make up rules on the spot during chat, just so she can more effectively tell someone they can't do something she doesn't want them to. It is her perogative I guess, but good luck on that...

...glad I'm not an Op...

I know! I'll help you guys out by creating the "Furtopian Rules Page of Rules Kada Has Stated That I've Seen Other Ops Break" web site. That way, you guys won't seem like such big hypocrites. Seriously, you've drven away tons of people, and only with rules. You don't know how many times I've seen a normal chatter gets his/her ass chewed for doing something, and then another Op will come in later that week and do it without penalty. That shit is frustrating to no end. And I know it's not always the Op's fault, because they don't know. But it really doesn't help anything... I mean fucking ANYTHING, when you assholes flaunt it in front of us when I confront you on it. And I've seen it done, and by all you "great ops", especially to me. A lot of you guys can be real jerk-offs... I swear to god...

Alright... calm down... it hasn't happened recently... except Lobar using omg... but that's different. Dumb rule Kada had come up with on the spot...

Bleh, I'm done...